The story of my life in prison started in November of 2010. I came to prison for the first time in my entire life.
When I first got to prison I was scared to death that I would never make it out prison alive. The first two weeks that I was in prison went pretty good. Then at the beginning of my third week I had two SUR13’s [members of the Surenos gang] force me to have sex with them. I only have one leg so I knew that I wouldn’t be able to get away. I said no to the two SUR13’s and they hit me with a paddle lock in a sock on my right temple which knocked me out and when I came to, I was laying naked in the porter’s closet with white stuff all over my face and butt.
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I was going to report the gang rape on me, but when I was going to the officer in charge’s office, one of the SUR13’s that raped me told me that if I told anyone about the forced sex on me that they would kill me.
Then later on that evening I was on my way to my Christian Church call-out and the same two SUR13’s grabbed me and started to push my wheelchair toward the porter’s closet again. I went to scream and the SUR13 that was pushing my wheelchair put a knife to my throat and told me not to scream or they would kill me right there. I knew that I was going to have to do what they told me or I would be stabbed to death. So I did what they told me to do. When we got in the porter’s closet they told me to get naked again so that is what I did because I did not want to die.
After I got naked again, they told me to get on my hands and knees so I did what they told me to again. After I did that the older SUR13 got behind me and rammed his dick in my butt, and when I went to scream the younger SUR13 put his dick in my mouth. They forced me to have sex with them again for two weeks straight. I still have flashbacks of them forcing me to have sex with them.
I finally got so fed up with them raping me by forced sex that I threw a punch with my fist into the first officer that I saw, breaking his nose, so I was placed into segregation for a pending disciplinary hearing. As I was waiting on my disciplinary hearing to be done, I caught 16 more batteries on the officers. I was finally placed on OSR which stands for “Other Security Risk.”
Two weeks after I was placed on OSR, I was transferred from Lansing Correctional Facility to El Dorado Correctional Facility and was placed into the Supermax Segregation Custody. I ended up doing two and a half years in Supermax lockdown. After those two and a half years in Supermax lockdown, I was then transferred to my new facility which is the Larned Correctional Mental Health Facility which is where I am being imprisoned to this current time. I have done three years at the LCMHF prison.
This is a true story about my life of being inside the walls of prison life. I have done five years here in prison. I will always have the flashbacks of myself being gang raped for two weeks straight. Prison life is no way that anyone should live.
I am going to have nightmares and flashbacks of me being raped in prison by those two SUR13’s for the rest of my life. I hope that this story will be an eye opener to whoever reads it.
Thomas Guerra #98705
LCMHF
1318 KS Hwy 264
Larned, Kansas 67550
It’s disgusting how many people say he deserved it, as if they’re better than him. As far as I know, we ALL do bad things. I’m sure Every driver here has broken the law. I’m sure so many of you sneak around looking at porn. And so on. But it’s so easy to point your finger when someone gets caught for their sin. Isn’t the point to reform criminals? Treating them like they’re dirt, and a lost cause, and like they are no longer human does not make them want to change, but showing them you believe they just made mistakes and are just like us otherwise, does make them appreciate our faith, and want to change. Stop treating people like you’re god.
I don’t know buddy, when these guys out here rape and kill, I get really pissed off why did you have to kill the kid or a woman, it’s bad enough when you rape someone but to take their life, torture them and some of the things they do I would just like to put a gun to their head myself, don’t brutally, savagely beat a woman, if you just got to do it, do it but don’t kill her. It’s just so damn sad she has to die just for you to get off, or whatever you call it, it just makes it really horrible to extremely terribly horrible when they kill a poor child or woman, don’t take her life. That’s a good reason to kill a son of a bitch..
It’s pretty easy to see why people have a desire to kill murderers, but why you have chosen to wed this just anger with sexual perversion and increased criminality?
Fuck off Ryan. The guy is a convicted rapist. I have no sympathy for a RAPIST getting raped. He deserves what he gets. And speeding in your car or “looking at porn” doesn’t get you put in PRISON. You are clearly a moron.
You know people go to prison just because they got addicted to their own painkillers, which later on turned into having to search for more on the street, just to avoid sickness 20x worse than that of any regular person. So it’s quite ignorant of people like yourself to just generalize everyone. “He should’ve thought of getting raped in prison before taking his own medicine”
Nobody thinks what prison’s going to be like if they get in a fight or have an addiction. They aren’t planning to get caught that particular time, in the moment. So this story will not change what anyone does. It’s terrible though, and I wish it wasn’t true..
Shoulda thought about it before you did the criminal act that sent you there.
You know people go to prison just because they got addicted to their own painkillers, which later on turned into having to search for more on the street, just to avoid sickness 20x worse than that of any regular person. So it’s quite ignorant of people like yourself to just generalize everyone. “He should’ve thought of getting raped repeatedly before taking his own medicine”. That’s how dumb you are, saying that.
Exactly, these people need help not prison it’s really a screwed-up system, now there is a good chance you have a criminal for sure, dumbasses.
That fact of the matter is we all can be charged with a,simple crime and be lock uo. It could happen to any one … who are we to judge. No one deserve to be treat in that matter.. and For those that Desire it. You keep your sick twist comments. This took this man pride to talk about what happened to him. I thank god He able to discus it. I pray father heal his mind. I pray this Crime stops No ONE Should Go thur a Rape Father made Him A man and that should be strip from any Man ….
Well, what about the people that are innocent? And they find out 10 or 20 years later they went through all that for something they didn’t do, see that’s what assholes don’t think or see. There are a lot of people in jail but never did a thing in their life but they put up with the same thing. And on top of that the ones that did something so stupid and meaningless and get 10 or 20 years, why should they have to go through such sadistic things and be done that way or treated that way they didn’t do anything like that, it could happen to you, would it be right then? would you deserve it?
who cares?
When they get out and live within your neighborhood you do, How would that be for you, and you would care because your family is in danger your wife, your daughter whatever, your mother, your sister, good luck.